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  1. Thank you so much for these words of wisdom…. they were so needed now. You are a gem and, your boys are lucky to have such an insightful sensitive loving mom.

    1. hank you Adrienne! That is so kind and I’m happy if you’ve been encouraged. God bless you. 🙂

  2. Bridgette Grady says:

    I’m crying because I can’t express how deeply I needed to hear this. Only, in Colorado, it’s more snow (ugh! In May!) and muddy mudrooms and baseball pants (with cups still in place!), buckets of baseballs for my husband the coach, all spread out on the mud room bench bench. Swim team bags on the floor due to cancelled practices and the overwhelming amount of balls hiding everywhere. Deciding whether or not to go to Church summer camp and miss all of these sports…and who knew I actually owned this many cups? There is one for every counter. And laundry, laundry, laundry. Thank you for keeping the hope alive😜

  3. One of the best quote I have read in a long time “a life well-lived will always be a bit of a beautiful mess”. Thank you for that perspective.

    1. Thank you Shana, for taking the time to comment. So happy that stood out to you. Blessings! xo

  4. WHOA!!! I can’t believe how timely your post was for me today! I struggle with never ever having my house look like it’s from a catalog page but always with “signs of life”. I need to internalize that… Thank you for a great reminder.
    And I also think that is so adventurous and exciting that you get to go to Tahiti for your son’s tournament. I get to go to Chapel Hill for a tennis tournament;)

  5. This post really shows how in some way or another, everyone has the same everyday struggles! At our house with our big family, the house and yard are always in a state of disaster. I thought we were the only ones who had this problem, It is so wonderful to hear we are not! With small children everywhere, you clean one half half of the house, while they mess the other half, it get’s really frustrating! greetings!
    Emma J

  6. Monica,

    you are quite simply my saving grace. :-*

    Yesterday I had a total melt down, I was R.A.W (rattled. authentic.weary) red eyed, vulnerable, tears streaming down my face, distress choking my throat, soaking wet and wrapped in a towel standing in the shower when my son poked his head in the door to check I was OK. One look told him I was not. And you know the crazy thing that unleashed the blubbering beast. . . ? A toothpaste wrapper found on the shower floor! No I mean seriously. . . There is a bin right beneath the sink for such matters but no, that would somehow be too much to ask. . . Of course when I told my son the cause of my breakdown he apologized immediately and put it straight in the bin, but I could tell he was secretly thinking what’s the big deal and he’s right!
    However from one mum to another, I know you know that there were a number of other such similar gripes leading up to this almighty eruption, (I mean I’m not that nuts!) and the toothpaste wrapper was just the final straw that broke the proverbial camel’s back. . . ;-p
    Needless to say I spent the rest of the day in bed (something I never do, so this was SERIOUS!) wondering whether I was a complete mothering failure or just totally losing the plot!

    Thank heavens for sleep and a new day’s perspective. . . ahhhhh . . . a sigh of relief

    . . . and of course your post which could not have popped up at a more needed moment.

    I look forward to embracing this fresh outlook as I navigate the signs of life with my teenage twin boys.

    courage & kindness


    1. Kelee, Thank you so so much for sharing that story. SO relatable! I wonder if we would all be wise to just tuck ourselves in more often. 🙂 Bless your son’s heart too! All of you are just growing in character as you walk through life together, authentically and humbly. Big blessings to you and thank you again for taking the time to comment! aloha-

  7. Himanshi Pradhan says:

    Dear Monica. Himanshi this side from India. Read your post early morning. I want to thank you for posting this at the right time. Seems like it’s just for me. Yes we have umpteen signs of life here in our home. We have recently adopted a puppy who is undergoing potty training. My 10 yr old son loves craft and origami and Lego. Every paper is strewn all over the house folded into a figure and there are Lego creations every nook and table. Then a 17 yr old teenager who is no better. The boys room looks like some earthquake has come. I am busy cleaning up all day. All three of them leave a mess behind. But as you say, these are signs of life. Our home is happier. I am grateful that we are healthy. We smile more since the puppy has come into our lives. I love you for sharing this. Have a grt stay at Tahiti. All the best for everything.

    1. Thank you so much Himanshi! It is great to hear from you and indeed, it sounds like you have many signs of life in your home!! 😉 It’s so fun for me to think of you way across the globe from me, but still dealing with the same stresses and same love…Much aloha to you and your family as you continue to embrace this season!

  8. Cristina Napier says:

    What a wonderful reminder!! Though I only have 1 left at home now (his room definitely shows “Signs of Life” so I can’t complain there!) I do miss having the other kids at home who are now grown and out of the house. I reminisce about days long gone and remember at the time how frustrating and annoying it was to have to clean up messes and chase after kids. But honestly, now that those days are over with, I soooo miss them. I miss the chatter, the laughter, the busy-ness of life with young and teenage children. It is only now, with my youngest and quietest child, am I learning to live in the here and now and focusing on the present. After a busy weekend (for all of us) I literally just told him to clean up his room and make his bed – now, I will tell him “don’t worry about the 3 different backpacks left on the floor (2 different sports and school). It’s okay if I trip over them; and don’t worry about the unkempt bed; and the dishes of food left on your desk. At least I know you’re still here… under my roof… with me and your dad.” In 4-5 short years he’ll be gone to college and these will be memories. It’s up to me whether or not I want to remember them as just as additional annoyances (“Oh, he could never keep his room clean. I had to tell him over and over again, every day to clean it up!”) or look back on them as fond memories. Again, thank you for your positive post. It definitely hit the spot at the right moment! ALOHA!

    1. ahhh, such a blessing to hear from you. I often think of what that will be like when I have only one left (especially since there is a 6.5 yr. gap between my third and fourth son!) Love your heart and that you still want to cherish these times. Thanks for sharing! aloha-

  9. More than once this week, I have been reminded of the verse in Proverbs – “where no oxen are, the crib is clean”. And while there are definitely days I wish our “crib” was cleaner, I’ll take my rambunctious happy healthy boys over cleanliness any day. Thank you for the reminder to appreciate these days while we can!

  10. Thank you for your honesty and reminding me how fleeting these moments are. I become focused on my still “to-do” list and lose perspective. This is a sweet reminder of life happening.

  11. I do remember this and appreciate it just as much now! We currently have a frisbee, dirty cleats, lacrosse sticks, a football, and a basketball on the porch. I moved it from everywhere to one chair yesterday instead of putting everything away. Then I looked at it and called it the Hawaii porch And smiled on my way inside. My husband a I took a trip to Hawaii 10 years ago and noticed houses everywhere had stuff outside. Our friends who moved from here in coastal NC and now live there said that’s something different about living there. In their neighborhood, houses are small and families are very active outside, so there is a LOT of stuff outside. Our kids were much younger then and didn’t have much stuff, but now our 3 boys have lots of stuff. As long as it’s not a trip hazard, the stuff on the porch represents kids that still want to play at our house with friends while reminding us of our trip to Hawaii, and always makes us smile . It’s called the Hawaii porch here in Wilmington

    1. Erika–that totally makes me smile! Thank you for sharing that story. I love it. Way to keep perspective and indeed–enjoy these wonderful, messy days. With much Aloha- 🙂

  12. You just made me see something differently. The fact that my strong-willed 17 year old son’s room is a complete disaster is because HE is living there. And that is a sign of his life. Thank you. Now I can calm down.

    PS I’ve been following you for a while. I want to be your friend : )

    1. Love that, Allison. Hold on to that perspective as much as you can. (i know it can be challenging… ;)) And yes, let’s be friends. Sending a virtual hug! aloha–

  13. Melissa Nesit says:

    Thank you for this reminder.
    I have 4 kids— 10 and under.
    Their mess often makes my blood boil as I’m the main parent taking care of them temporarily. It’s a lot, but I plan to have lighter feet as I work. These signs of life are precious and I pray I’ll soak it all in while it lasts.

  14. Ha, I awoke to ravioli and red sauce sitting out on the kitchen counter this morning after my teen’s late night snack.;-)

    All dishes were put away, hahaha… except the ravioli and red sauce.

    It just made me chuckle and laugh! And then, I read your post – what timing!

    1. So classic, Becca. Truly love that story. Have a great day!

      1. Have a great day as well, Monica!!! Thanks for keeping it real! Love connecting with people who strive for an authentic and balanced life!

  15. We’ve been talking about this SO MUCH lately! About how people older and wiser than us tell us that we’ll miss this some day when the kids are gone. My husband and I look at each other – not this phase. We’re not going to miss THIS phase, surely?! I already miss the time when they were younger, toddler and baby – even though I thought that was SO HARD (I just had no idea what that really meant). I miss when they were 6 and 9 even though we were busy and the house was always a mess and things are always difficult for their own reasons. But this phase? No way. There’s no way I’m going to look back at this season of our lives and say, “Do you remember when the boys were 10 and 13 and I cried myself to sleep every night? I’m so sad they’ve grown up and gone.” But maybe, I guess. Maybe having them here at all is better than not, no matter what… Maybe it won’t be laundry on the railing that I’ll be able to look back at with a certain reminiscent nostalgia but just having them home will be enough. I really hope so.

  16. Three of my five children are now adults, and we only have a teen and a tween at home. It is a lot easier to keep things clean these days. After reading your post, I asked my husband with some nostalgia, “Is our house too clean because we only have two kids left at home?” It’s better when all the kids are home.

  17. My oldest son turned 13 this past weekend and I want nothing more than to slow down time!

    I remember when a salesman for an alarm company was in my home. I had to show him the entire house so he could get an accurate estimate for me. We walked into the basement/guest bedroom/laundry room and piles of laundry were ALL over the floor. I immediately apologize for the mess and he responded with the most gentle and reminiscent smile and said that he and his wife could only wish for piles of laundry on the floor, his children were now in their 30s and on their own. That was 5 years ago. I never installed the alarm system, but clearly the moment was very meaningful for me and I completely understand your Signs of Life. Because if there aren’t signs of life, then there is no life.

    I appreciate how so many of your posts speak to my soul. Thank you.

  18. ME! I needed this today. My signs of life: swim bags laying in the entryway, dishes piled up, Mount Washington in the laundry room (laundry pile), rugs on the deck railing that I hung out to dry and then it rained on them for DAYS, socks jammed under the coach cushions…

    1. Ah, Jamie, thank you for taking the time to comment. Yes to all of that, and yes to embracing it all as signs of life. You are living it well, I can tell. Blessings to you in this season! Much aloha-

  19. Thank you for this article. Although my children are adults with homes of their own, your insight made me rethink the mess my husband makes in our garage. Many nights each week have cars from other people in our driveway waiting for my husband to fix. He does this not only because he enjoys it, but to help others and make a little spending money. One day may come where I will miss his dedication to our budget and him always being busy, to the point of falling asleep almost as soon as he finally sits down. One day the house will be too quiet.

    Enjoy those boys!

  20. “It doesn’t matter how big or clean the house is. But how happy the home is :)” saw this somewhere. Can’t recall where – but I loved it and now I love your “signs if life”. Totally relate. I struggle to shake the military white glove like clean orderly household my mother ran and keep it real for my 2 amazing healthy crazy active boys. I want to be more focused on the moment and not the clean floors!
    The struggle is real as they say 🙂
    Thank you!!

  21. Coming from a different point in a mom’s life: I am a 50-something empty-nester. I can vividly remember my son’s toys strewn all over the living room floor when he was just a toddler and thinking the very same thing. “One day I will wish for days of toys strewn all over the place,” That day came a few years ago…Oh how I miss them. I could easily get emotional too, when I think about it. Now, my hubby and I are in a different phase of our lives…the house sometimes seems so empty with just the two of us living here. My honest to goodness advice: soak up those days of seeing “signs of life”…they pass by way too quickly!

  22. Ginger Lockwood says:

    ok…so now I’m crying…thanks Monica. (No…really…thanks) I needed this today. After working all day and coming home to nothing being done by my husband and 2 sons while I slaved:) Signs of life…a 17 year old and a 16 year old. The day they flee the nest ascends upon me. I try to savor each and every moment. Even when it’s messy and hectic. These boys, Chase and Chad…are my world.

    Thanks Monica!
    Ginger L.

    1. Thank you so much for taking the time to comment, Ginger! What a blessing. You must be wiped out, and choosing to face it all with gratitude is not always easy. Loved your words. Much Aloha–

  23. Penny Nakamura says:

    Bravo Monica! Now, that I’m an empty nester all three kids away from home, I miss those messes and all the noise. You’re fortunate to have noticed it NOW, before it’s all gone. I have a clean and tidy house most days now, but I long for those messes and the laughter, and noise.
    Mahalo nui loa for the memories.
    Lv, P

  24. I hadn’t opened “Feedly” in a few days, so I was behind on your blog. God knew; He knew that last night (to be honest, it has been building up for a few days), I was feeling completely done with the “daily clutter and messes”. Why, oh why, the boys (5 of them) cannot just use something and put it away? How can they seemingly NOT see the disorder? It will be a daily striving on my part to keep my house clean, but more importantly to be GRATEFUL for the greatest gifts God has given me. I can’t be tempted to do it all for them, but to cheerfully ask them each and every time to clean up their own mess and to help each other. Thank you!!!

    1. Rachel, so glad the timing was good here! Bless you–you have a high calling raising five boys, and no it is not simple or clear…Your heart’s desire (an orderly home) is not wrong! It’s such a balancing act…Hang in there and thank you so much for letting me know this encouraged you. XO Aloha!

  25. Ugh, I did not prepare myself for this post! My husband passed away in January and oh how I wish we had the same signs of life we had just a few months ago. My four year old still makes the same messes, but it just isn’t the same when we are missing daddy. But that said, my days of apologizing for a messing house are long gone – just expect that when you come to my house:)

  26. My twin boys are 10 months, current signs of life at my house, lots of toys, toys everyday, empty baby bottled and a lingering scent of baby powder. Thanks for reminding me to value all of them ( even the many many dirty diapers.

  27. Right now our signs of life are construction debris, dog leashes and sports equipment. Sometimes frustrating, but forever dear…

  28. Oh Monica
    You never cease to amaze me.. Another beautiful, thoughtful , wise and important post!!
    Thank you
    I love this

    1. Aw, thank you friend. And again–Thank you for the great photos! 🙂 XO

  29. My current “signs of life” are baseball stuff everywhere! Between baseball bags, equipment, cleats, water bottles, and uniforms (being washed for one kid or the other basically everyday!), it’s everywhere you look. And when they aren’t doing that, it’s Nerf guns and Nerf bullets everywhere! (Can you tell I have boys??) But, I wouldn’t trade it for the world as they are growing up much too fast!

  30. Monica! Amen and yes! This is my favorite post yet. The truth in these words are powerful and life giving and wise beyond wise. Love you friend!!!

    Kate Merrick

    1. Oh you know that means so much coming from you…Thank you for the big encouragement! Much love…

  31. Love that you are seeing the beautiful mess of life that you have …I am now an empty-nester, and struggle so much with the loneliness and quiet. I would do anything if I could go back to those years of raising my boys. Enjoy your moment!!!
    I was on the North shore a few days ago and watched a photo shoot of a family that looked just like yours…perhaps it was you??!!
    I so enjoy your beautiful blog!

    1. Thank you Donna for taking time to comment. That makes me sad but it really is a good reminder to truly be in these moments. You probably DID see us!!! You should have said hi! 🙂 Were you at Chuns on Thursday? If so, that was us! 🙂 Much aloha and promise to say hi next time..xo

      1. Yes!!! My son and his bride were taking surf lessons from JACY, who works for Steve at Sea and Board Sports. I was sitting on the other side where they entered the water and watched, wondering if it could possibly be you, as I recognized your blonde hair and handsome boys! I “should have” walked over to say hello….sigh…so sad I didn’t.
        I wasn’t sure it was you and didn’t want to intrude. I printed off all of the information you have on your blog about places to eat, shop, surf etc and carried it around with me!

        Maybe I’ll see you in San Diego one day! Thanks for responding…love your blog and recommend it to lots of young Moms.

  32. I cried and for many reasons when I read your story. An abridged version of our story… I had specifically looked for a home (it took me 5 years) that had enough land to give my kids a country living. We live in a city and I run a daycare/preschool so finally I found a bit of land surrounded by small farm houses. It’s next to a park, tennis courts etc.; we put 2 trampolines, tether ball, skate ramp, lacrosse nets; gameroom with pool table , darts etc, so our kids could play at whatever they wanted and had room to run. So I suggested to my son’s lacrosse team of parents to host an end of season party here; he told me that he was embarrassed and didn’t want it here; I was mortified! He also doesn’t want his rich girlfriend to come over. We are not fancy or rich but wow it gave me new feelings. I am sad for teenagers who feel like that and for kids who see only fame and rich as the only way to be; I am most certainly going to have my teenager read this. I am certain that when he gets older it will be appreciated; just wish they’d take advantage of it now.

    1. Candice…Oh I hear your heart. That is tough stuff, but not unusual. I think in general our teens are just embarrassed by us in general–They might use any excuse but it’s just part of being a teenager, right? (I think..) I would keep talking to your son and challenge him to bring friends over as they will probably have such a blast he’ll realize that your place is full of the love and fun that make life rich!! Much Aloha, and thank you for sharing honestly…

  33. Jennifer Lovett says:

    Thank you for this today! I really needed your perspective-changing words.

  34. Oh, I SO needed this today! Thanks for giving me a new perspective for today, and moving forward.

  35. Anne Cook says:

    Love this and so needed to hear this! I agree 100%. This is life and some day we will miss the mess and the chaos…thank you for this…..making my husband read this!

  36. Wow….thanks for that “pick me up”!! I needed it today! I, as you have shared have a very busy household, with 4 children, husband, work, and a sister that I am caring for during chemo/radiation treatment. (twice a day!!) So, yes, I looked around my home and found a colossal trail of all the busy-ness in my home and found it overwhelming and irritating!!
    But you reminded me that these days will not be here forever…………..breathe-in, breathe-out, and ENJOY!!

  37. Thank you, Monica, for this sweet reminder.

  38. Patricia Kinsman says:

    Another way to view this stage of life…”Clean enough to be healthy – messy enough to be happy”
    Or as Trace Adkins sings “You’re Gonna Miss This” ( you’re goons wish these days hadn’t gone by so fast…..)

  39. Your writings always inspire me! I agree with your signs of life and try to appreciate all my families “signs of life”! The one area I’m really struggling with is my “argumentative son”. I remember a blog topic about your argumentative son that you wrote years ago. If you have a moment I would love to chat with you about how you put boundaries on the arguing. My son is 9, we live in a small town just outside of the Lake Tahoe basin, we are a very active family and my son has ADHD. He argues with everything! Every response is “but mom,…”, and recently he started questioning (I call it arguing) his teacher at school. I know this is a good trait in some aspects but he’s becoming pretty stubborn. Any advice would be much appreciated! Thank you! And…Aloha

  40. Monica, we must be kindred spirits! As a homeschool mama of 4 healthy, active and fun boys (17-9yo), I, too, see many ‘signs of life’ …here in the Midwest! Our signs (this morning) come from a very busy lacrosse weekend. Equipment and gear are everywhere. Especially, protective cups! What is that about?! I often tease my 14yo apologizing for trying to use his equipment room as a dining room😉 I’ve seen plenty of home magazines but have yet to see lax sticks in the corners as decor. So, this blog came at a great time for me, to remember how extremely blessed I am to see these signs of life! Thank you!
    Btw…I have a Luke too…according to your descriptions, they are also much alike! 😋

  41. I like that – “I don’t want to wait to be old to be wise. I want to live today well.”
    It IS a choice and something that needs practice, to hang onto wisdom, every day.

  42. Thank you Monica, this was just what I needed to hear today! Your words always encourage me!

  43. This makes my heart happy!!!

  44. Susan Dyer says:

    So as I was reading this post my husband was out picking up our kids from basketball training when I get a txt saying he was just about home when they realised that our daughter had left her school bag at training (only an hour round trip) – I’ll show him this post when he gets home to remind him this is our “life” lol!!!!